Guess what? No school tomorrow!! There was a smallish ice storm, so I am excited. :)
I don't really know what to talk about. School has its fits sometimes. It gets sour, good, worse, up and down and over again. Too many people. Too many problems. Too much sadness that is taken as normal life. Right now in choir we are working on choreography for our spring musical. That is. . . interesting. I'm not an outgoing person. I don't like being up on stage, acting crazy. So I'm definitely out of my comfort zone. But maybe out of my comfort zone is a good thing sometimes.
I've been thinking a lot lately. And, you know something? I think I think too much.
No really. I need to start trusting God more. To just let Him do what He wants in me. To stop worrying about where He's taking me and enjoy the journey. To stop worrying about what people think of me and how they see me react, and just be myself. Why is it hard to not be myself around everyone, everywhere? It makes no sense. You'd think being yourself would be the most natural thing in the world. Reality doesn't always make sense. Sometimes I think it would be easier if it did.
But if reality was always logical and rational, there'd be no such thing as grace. Nothing like compassion. And forget love. Real love is impossible to fathom with your head. So it makes no sense. But it's more livable-friendly.
I really want to practice guitar right now. Night all!
